Always Lurking

I cannot touch in my mind
the reality of being without you.
It is like all my nerve
endings are screaming the
agony of it all... I am
tossed between this
uncontrollable physical
emotion... a deep feeling
of loss... and long periods
where I just seem numb
and unfeeling... I try
not to think too much
about it but in the
back of my mind it's
always lurking and ready
to leap out at me...
I feel as though I have
stepped out of life...
temporarily.

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