A running game

You are playing a running game
and I am trying patience
I lay the length of my world
it has been so long since
we were together...
It takes such patience to just wait
to see whether...
you will enter my life again
to wait for a phone call
or to see you is such a strain
I sit here in this room unloved
it seems a life away
no one to comfort me when I cry
I'm all alone today
I realize nothing emotional now
I fight so hard for self control
to keep the flood of memories away
seems to be my immediate goal
I don't want to think of tomorrow
and all the days to come
time left me when you did
as now I am just numb...
There is no change of mood or tone
I am here... here I am... alone

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