What am I to do?

I have the desperate feeling
that things will never...
be the same between us again.
I have never felt right about
it since we parted... superstition
...some might say... The apartness
from you is overwhelming...
Like my soul is being torn
apart and separated from...
my body... I feel so completely
alone... even in a crowd.
I felt that we couldn't...
stop once we'd started
being one... You felt that we'd
never started... it was just an...
episode... You'd had others before.
This hideous waiting and...
searching my soul for want..
of you... What am I to do?

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