I mourn the loss

I find myself at times,
like today, giving way
to the dispair that has
grown a great wall within
me...the wall you created,
blocking out all happiness.
And the tears flow down
I feel so...alone.
I feel so exposed and
raw...pain and suffering
make me feel so alone.
No one can be with me
for it shuts all else out.
I mourn the loss of you so.

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